When the battle gets hard
Then all the children of Israel, that is, all the people, went up and came to the house of God and wept. They sat there before the Lord and fasted that day until evening; and they offered burnt offerings and peace offerings before the Lord. ~ Judges 20:26
There are moments in life when you can do everything you know to do and still feel like you are losing ground. You pray, you obey, you show up, but the battle still feels exhausting. In today’s scripture reading is one of those chapters that reminds us that even God’s people experienced painful setbacks, confusion, and moments where they had to keep coming back into God’s presence for strength.
The Israelites went into battle believing they would quickly win, but things didn’t happen the way they expected. They faced loss, grief and disappointment, but instead of walking away from God, they humbled themselves before Him again. They prayed, sought Him and trusted Him again.
That is something we all need in today’s world because life has a way of wearing people down. Many are carrying silent battles. Some are fighting for their families, their marriages, their health, or their peace of mind. Others are standing in faith for prodigal children, financial breakthroughs, or healing from deep wounds. The enemy would love for God’s people to quit in the middle of the struggle, but Judges 20 shows us the importance of continuing to seek God even when the battle feels long and too hard.
Here are three powerful truths from this chapter that we can hold onto when life feels overwhelming.
1. Keep Going Back into God’s Presence
One of the most powerful things in Judges 20 is that the people kept returning to God. After defeat, they didn’t run away from Him. They ran toward Him. Sometimes when people go through disappointment, they isolate themselves. They stop praying. They stop worshipping. They stop gathering with other believers because discouragement convinces them that nothing is changing. But often the greatest breakthroughs happen after seasons where faith is stretched.
Maybe you’ve been praying for a loved one who still hasn’t changed. Maybe you’ve been believing God for direction while doors continue closing. This chapter reminds us that God still hears every cry even when the answer takes time.
Whatever struggle you are going through, choose consistency over emotion. Even on difficult days, spend time with God. Put worship music on while driving to work. Pray while always as you go through your day and open your Bible and meditate on a scripture before checking social media in the morning. Small daily choices keep your heart connected to the One who gives strength for the battle.
2. Don’t Let Temporary Defeat Convince You that God has Abandoned You
The Israelites experienced loss before they experienced victory. That can be difficult for us to understand because we often think that if we are following God, everything should immediately work out smoothly. But sometimes God is developing perseverance, humility, dependence, and deeper faith in us during the process.
There have been seasons where you may have thought, “God, where are You?” Yet later you realized He was strengthening you in ways you couldn’t see at the time. Maybe right now you are facing rejection, financial pressure, betrayal, or emotional exhaustion. The enemy wants you to interpret temporary difficulty as permanent defeat, but that isn’t true. God hasn’t forgotten you.
Begin changing the words you speak during difficult seasons. Instead of constantly declaring hopelessness, begin thanking God by faith for His presence and guidance. Ask Him for help and speak life over your home, your children, your future, and your situation even before you see results.
3. Victory Comes Through Unity and Obedience
Judges 20 also shows the importance of people standing together with one purpose. The Israelites sought counsel together, prayed together, and fought together.
In today’s world, isolation has become one of the enemy’s greatest tools. People are more connected online than ever before, yet many are spiritually disconnected and emotionally alone. God never intended for His children to fight every battle by themselves. There are moments when strength comes simply from having people around you who will pray with you, encourage you, and remind you of God’s promises when you feel weak.
Be intentional about staying connected to healthy Christian community. Join a small group. Reach out to a trusted friend. Ask someone to pray with you instead of carrying everything silently. Sometimes victory begins when pride ends and vulnerability begins.
Just last week, I found myself in the middle of a personal struggle that has been going on for what feels like a very long time. I had just gotten home, and as I pulled into the garage to park the car, I remember sitting there thinking, “I give up. This situation is hopeless, and it doesn’t look like it will ever change.”
I have been trying to help a friend navigate some very difficult times in their life, but they have struggled to take the steps needed to help themselves move forward. After watching the same patterns repeat over and over again, discouragement was trying to settle in my heart.
As I sat in the car that day, I realized the thoughts running through my mind were not thoughts of faith. I was looking at the situation only through my natural eyes and not through the perspective of God’s promises. In that moment, I remembered that faith believes before it sees. So quietly, sitting there alone in my garage, I simply thanked my Heavenly Father that He was still working in the situation. I asked Him to help me see things from His perspective instead of my own frustration and exhaustion.
Almost immediately, something shifted inside of me. The heaviness began to lift, and hope came alive in my heart again. It felt as though the Lord gently reminded me, “This is not over, and I am still working. Remember all the things I have shown you while walking through this with them. I am working in ways you can’t yet see and I am working all these things and people involved together for a good outcome. They still have the Greater One living inside of them. I have not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind.”
That moment brought me right back to the many times in scripture that the people of God faced battle after battle, and there were moments when things looked discouraging and hopeless. Yet every time they returned to God’s presence, He strengthened them again. He reminded them that the story was not finished.
As my heart shifted from defeat back to faith, I realized something important. Sometimes we become so focused on trying to control outcomes that we stop simply asking God for His help. I had spent years praying for very specific results, asking God to make certain things happen a certain way. But this time my prayer became much simpler. “Lord, help them. Help them see You. Help them see hope again. Help them move toward the life You have for them.”
Looking back now, I can see that God was not only working in my friend’s life, but He is also doing a deeper work in me through this time. He is teaching me to depend on Him daily instead of leaning on my own understanding. Some of the greatest growth in my faith has not happened during easy seasons. It has happened in the middle of long battles where I had to keep getting back up, keep praying, and keep trusting God even when I could not yet see the outcome.
Today I want to encourage you to keep seeking God even if the battle has been long. Don’t allow discouragement to pull you away from the presence of the One who fights for you. The setbacks you are experiencing today are not the final chapter of your story. God is still working, still strengthening, still leading, and still preparing victory in ways you may not yet see. Stay faithful in prayer. Stay connected to godly community. Stay obedient even when it feels difficult. God is able to bring victory out of places that once looked hopeless.
Today’s scripture reading: Judges 20
1 So all the children of Israel came out, from Dan to Beersheba, as well as from the land of Gilead, and the congregation gathered together as one man before the Lord at Mizpah.
2 And the leaders of all the people, all the tribes of Israel, presented themselves in the assembly of the people of God, four hundred thousand foot soldiers who drew the sword.
3 (Now the children of Benjamin heard that the children of Israel had gone up to Mizpah.) Then the children of Israel said, “Tell us, how did this wicked deed happen?”
4 So the Levite, the husband of the woman who was murdered, answered and said, “My concubine and I went into Gibeah, which belongs to Benjamin, to spend the night.
5 And the men of Gibeah rose against me, and surrounded the house at night because of me. They intended to kill me, but instead they ravished my concubine so that she died.
6 So I took hold of my concubine, cut her in pieces, and sent her throughout all the territory of the inheritance of Israel, because they committed lewdness and outrage in Israel.
7 Look! All of you are children of Israel; give your advice and counsel here and now!”
8 So all the people arose as one man, saying, “None of us will go to his tent, nor will any turn back to his house;
9 but now this is the thing which we will do to Gibeah: We will go up against it by lot.
10 We will take ten men out of every hundred throughout all the tribes of Israel, a hundred out of every thousand, and a thousand out of every ten thousand, to make provisions for the people, that when they come to Gibeah in Benjamin, they may repay all the vileness that they have done in Israel.”
11So all the men of Israel were gathered against the city, united together as one man.
12 Then the tribes of Israel sent men through all the tribe of Benjamin, saying, “What is this wickedness that has occurred among you?
13 Now therefore, deliver up the men, the perverted men who are in Gibeah, that we may put them to death and remove the evil from Israel!” But the children of Benjamin would not listen to the voice of their brethren, the children of Israel.
14 Instead, the children of Benjamin gathered together from their cities to Gibeah, to go to battle against the children of Israel.
15 And from their cities at that time the children of Benjamin numbered twenty-six thousand men who drew the sword, besides the inhabitants of Gibeah, who numbered seven hundred select men.
16 Among all this people were seven hundred select men who were left-handed; everyone could sling a stone at a hair’s breadth and not miss.
17 Now besides Benjamin, the men of Israel numbered four hundred thousand men who drew the sword; all of these were men of war.
18 Then the children of Israel arose and went up to the house of God to inquire of God. They said, “Which of us shall go up first to battle against the children of Benjamin?”
The Lord said, “Judah first!”
19 So the children of Israel rose in the morning and encamped against Gibeah.
20 And the men of Israel went out to battle against Benjamin, and the men of Israel put themselves in battle array to fight against them at Gibeah.
21 Then the children of Benjamin came out of Gibeah, and on that day cut down to the ground twenty-two thousand men of the Israelites.
22 And the people, that is, the men of Israel, encouraged themselves and again formed the battle line at the place where they had put themselves in array on the first day.
23 Then the children of Israel went up and wept before the Lord until evening, and asked counsel of the Lord, saying, “Shall I again draw near for battle against the children of my brother Benjamin?” And the Lord said, “Go up against him.”
24 So the children of Israel approached the children of Benjamin on the second day.
25 And Benjamin went out against them from Gibeah on the second day, and cut down to the ground eighteen thousand more of the children of Israel; all these drew the sword.
26 Then all the children of Israel, that is, all the people, went up and came to the house of God and wept. They sat there before the Lord and fasted that day until evening; and they offered burnt offerings and peace offerings before the Lord.
27So the children of Israel inquired of the Lord (the ark of the covenant of God was there in those days,
28 and Phinehas the son of Eleazar, the son of Aaron, stood before it in those days), saying, “Shall I yet again go out to battle against the children of my brother Benjamin, or shall I cease?” And the Lord said, “Go up, for tomorrow I will deliver them into your hand.”
29 Then Israel set men in ambush all around Gibeah.
30 And the children of Israel went up against the children of Benjamin on the third day, and put themselves in battle array against Gibeah as at the other times.
31 So the children of Benjamin went out against the people, and were drawn away from the city. They began to strike down and kill some of the people, as at the other times, in the highways (one of which goes up to Bethel and the other to Gibeah) and in the field, about thirty men of Israel.
32 And the children of Benjamin said, “They are defeated before us, as at first.”
But the children of Israel said, “Let us flee and draw them away from the city to the highways.”
33 So all the men of Israel rose from their place and put themselves in battle array at Baal Tamar. Then Israel’s men in ambush burst forth from their position in the plain of Geba.
34 And ten thousand select men from all Israel came against Gibeah, and the battle was fierce. But the Benjamites did not know that disaster was upon them.
35 The Lord defeated Benjamin before Israel. And the children of Israel destroyed that day twenty-five thousand one hundred Benjamites; all these drew the sword.
36 So the children of Benjamin saw that they were defeated. The men of Israel had given ground to the Benjamites, because they relied on the men in ambush whom they had set against Gibeah.
37 And the men in ambush quickly rushed upon Gibeah; the men in ambush spread out and struck the whole city with the edge of the sword.
38 Now the appointed signal between the men of Israel and the men in ambush was that they would make a great cloud of smoke rise up from the city,
39 whereupon the men of Israel would turn in battle. Now Benjamin had begun to strike and kill about thirty of the men of Israel. For they said, “Surely they are defeated before us, as in the first battle.”
40 But when the cloud began to rise from the city in a column of smoke, the Benjamites looked behind them, and there was the whole city going up in smoke to heaven.
41 And when the men of Israel turned back, the men of Benjamin panicked, for they saw that disaster had come upon them.
42 Therefore they turned their backs before the men of Israel in the direction of the wilderness; but the battle overtook them, and whoever came out of the cities they destroyed in their midst.
43 They surrounded the Benjamites, chased them, and easily trampled them down as far as the front of Gibeah toward the east.
44 And eighteen thousand men of Benjamin fell; all these were men of valor.
45 Then they turned and fled toward the wilderness to the rock of Rimmon; and they cut down five thousand of them on the highways. Then they pursued them relentlessly up to Gidom, and killed two thousand of them.
46 So all who fell of Benjamin that day were twenty-five thousand men who drew the sword; all these were men of valor.
47 But six hundred men turned and fled toward the wilderness to the rock of Rimmon, and they stayed at the rock of Rimmon for four months.
48 And the men of Israel turned back against the children of Benjamin, and struck them down with the edge of the sword—from every city, men and beasts, all who were found. They also set fire to all the cities they came to.
Journal:
- What battle in my life have I been tempted to give up on?
- How can I intentionally spend more consistent time in God’s presence this week?
- Are there areas where discouragement has affected my faith or outlook?
- Who are the people God may be calling me to lean on for encouragement and prayer?
- What is one promise from God that I need to hold onto during this season?